Finding My Fire

Long time, no blog… how are you lovelies? When I was little, my answer to “what do you want to be when you grow up?” changed every day. Sometimes it was a ballerina, princess, teacher, mommy, I would even get wild and say doctor. As I got older and that question became more and more…

Life Is Hell Sometimes

You can be in a brand new outfit, strutting down the street when a car rolls right through a puddle of mud and ruins not only your outfit, but your day. You study really hard for a test and fail it. You can be born into a family who moves every six months. You can…

Final Thoughts on Freshmen Year

*Yes those are crawfish earrings, yes I used hairspray to attach glitter to my body… it was Mug Bug Bash! I had to look wild 😉  If I had to describe my freshmen year in one word it would be “ehh”. I think one of the biggest issues I had was that it didn’t meet my…

Nothing Changes If Nothing Changes

Especially during my time at college, I find myself sitting in my bed complaining about grades, my health, or the fact that my life is going nowhere. Maybe I am like this because I’m 18 and whining is just a part of my DNA, but I have come to realize that nothing changes if nothing…

Hello… it’s me (queue Adele)

So I have decided to step out of the closet. Not like ‘I’m gay’, but like ‘I’m not anonymous anymore’… Hello, my name is Ryann (‘Ry-in’… just like a boy but mom wanted to spice it up with extra N) I have already told you a lot About me, but here are a few more things plus…

My View on Him

Bear with me here, this is long and scattered, but worth it. My parents were raised in very strict religions. Dad’s mom was catholic and his dad was Jewish. He went with both of them to church. Mom’s family was Lutheran. They both hated the church’s they went to and after they left the house,…

He Wept

Caution: I am going to get religious for a minute. If you read my last post, you would now that I’m kind of in a rut, a soulfight, as I called it. But I found my leg-up: God. Now listen. I am not some Christian freak who thinks that if you don’t believe in my…

Soulfight

It’s been a while. How do you know that your headed in the right direction? How am I supposed to know that what I’m doing right now is right and that it will all turn out in the end? How do we know that college isn’t bullshit?  We don’t and that is scary as hell….

My Moment of Happiness ft. a BlowPop

It is 71 degrees right now. I am sucking on a BlowPop. Listening to my favorite song. Soaking up the sun and realizing how content I am. As humans, we often consume ourselves with the problems of the world and the problems inside of us. We put on blinders that cause us to have tunnel…

The Future’s Got a Choke Hold on Me

Ever since I was little, I’ve dreamed about what my life would be like. I mean, what little girl doesn’t? My sister and I both had a corner of our rooms designated as the ‘nursery’ where our babies would eat, sleep, and have play-dates with the other babies in the neighborhood. Playing dress up consisted…

Loosing My Tan

So I am one of those people who uses Facebook. Its a great way to keep up with the family on the other side of the country and I am able to get lost in the millions of cooking and dog videos. However, I mostly use it to store all my pictures. I have all…

My Netflix Suggestions For You

Quick post here… First, if you don’t have a Netflix, please think about what your doing, thing get one. Its so worth it. Second, when you get one, you MUST watch the most important shows in life: Friends: a classic. I want to be Rachel. Sad? Watch Friends. Happy? Watch Friends. This show will make…